Wednesday, 20 May 2015

@Sjanaelise

If there is any instagrammer you should follow, she is the one.
Im not saying you shouldn't follow people like TOP (which I unfollowed, I cant take his spam) or local singaporean youtubers or anyone else you look up to. but,
Sjana is such a role model, the epitome of positivity in fact. She is daring, lives life the way she wants and is very beautiful. Just watched her youtube video (because she posted on insta) & you can see how passionate, how lovely this girl is. She isn't your usual party all night girl, but is someone who knows how to have fun. Someone I want to be like. I actually want to learn yoga because of her. I want to let her know how huge an inspiration she is but well, everyone is telling her that on her youtube channels and instagram already. Although I am not depressed or anything but I really really am able to relate to her, and want to live like her. Well Sjana if you're not gonna work as a photojournalist your whole life, don't stop posting, don't stop being as inspiration for yourself and the many hearts you have touched. I am really really glad I found your insta account (I don't even know how). Thank you for sharing your life with us, and your happiness with us. 
Maybe its because I am gonna be a freshman soon and I have to venture into this damned world all by myself, okay there are a few buddies but I have to deal with a lot of things myself still. I am afraid, what if I can't fit in? I ain't those girls who party and party and fuck guys. I dont do those. I don't want to become like that either. I am afraid. I admit. What if I have to attend lectures all alone? I know I wouldn't be that alone because of my personality but, the thought of college is still intimidating. But exciting. I won't be all that alone I know. There will always be people there for me. And I just want to thank my friends, my family, and my boy whom I know will fly here if he can. And maybe its not that bad doing all sorts of things alone.
My lifelong wish is to actually travel to a place, and live there for probably a month - solo. Yeah I know it sounds weird and all its not even a holiday. I want to go there and work part time, and yeah. Gonna grab this chance in Uni to go for a semester or simply 3 months else where. Okay I sidetracked. Go check out Sjana guys, 

 

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