Dating.

I used to don't understand why people are so desperate when it comes to love. Why do people want to love so badly, why people want to date so badly.
Now I understand.

Thinking back, it was quite stupid of me to hold back and reject guys without even trying. I was afraid to be hurt and all so. I was always afraid to depend on others, afraid that love may not be something I want to deal with while having to take care of my studies.

But nope no regrets actually. HAHAS. I mean things could really be very different if I dated guys when I was younger. I mean like life might not be this smooth sailing, academics and my other achievements I mean. I started dating at the time I deem as, safe to date.

& Cos I get to live all these loving and being loved experiences with someone who actually really really matters, someone I can see myself with till death.

Bliss, is the one word I can use now. It seems like as though nothing, can beat me down, nothing can stand in my way. It feels like I found another mountain I can lean on, also discovered I can actually be a pillar of support, and a source of bliss.

But I am still glad to date when I am ready, not when everyone else is dating.